:')

went back to ipoh after my faf2 test.

wau.

i feel like staying at ipoh so much to avoid my problems.

besides, when i am at my house i feel so comfortable.

all my relatives and cousin come back for early "qing ming" this year.

feel so warm cause all of us merge and chat together:')

feel something like CNY:')

too bad it only last for 2 days.

then everyone need to back to their own world like study and work.

aiks.

and i need to back to my own world too!

hate it.

problems always occur around me.

wth my brain want from me.

i seriously have no idea:(

talk to my cousin

talk to my friends.

yes!

it definitely help!!

as they are such a good listener.

we almost get to fight about the problem yst.

at last i just dont feel like talking and i say i wanna sleep!

he just dont und what i want.

and i know is my own problem too :X

well, will be going out for a dinner with him tonight.
i guess i should appreciate him like what shi wei and wai mun do to their love one.
CHEERS michellefoong.

let's see what will happen tonight and will blog about this. 

my 38 po.

today i wanna blog about my dear 38 po

lam shi wei:)

today i went out dinner with her at mcd:)

we have a long chat.

and i told my 38 po about my problems

she is such a good listener.

i'm glad that she give me some advice and told what should i do.

she say let's the time prove it.

yes. 

definitely.

thanks so much 38 po for telling me advice.

i know what should i do now:) 

<3

i'm seriously glad that u know me well.

and i guess u are the only person can understand me<3

love u, muacks.

 thanks for understanding me so much.

sometimes even i didnt mention anything yet u already know what i wanna say.

i'm glad to know u at foundation!:)

perhaps, is our fate to become best buddy.

but i know we cant become roommate XD

haha.

cause we try before already.

tadda. is me and my 38 po.

love this pic cause we went cameron together and we having a nice trip too:)

 

done my individual presentation

wow.

finally i done my individual presentation.

even though my tutor approach me with lots of question,

luckily i still can answer.

but he only ask me among all presenter =.=

after present, he came over my class and wait me outside my class.

i was like, "huh, he not got class meh"

then i ask him and u know what he answer me.

he say aiya. late half an hour only mah.

  i was like, hello, is tutorial class la.

aiks, i dunno how to say him

nvm lar.

ends up i just keep quiet.

anyway, sakura use my hp to ss today! 

lol.

 ss 1 at faf2 tutorial class

 take 2

 take 3

 take 4

 take 5

*actually still got few more. but i upload few only*

 me and jenifer:)

 happy:D

 eeeeeee ;P

 blek xD

frustration;)

:')

i dont know what i want actually.

somehow, people dunno how to appreciate when ur boyf treat u good.

the people is ME.

=.=

ohmygosh

i dunno wth happen to my brain

shouldnt i felt bless or glad when my boyf treat me good?

but the feeling he give me is like he treat me too good.

and i feel myself so bad for not treating him that good.

people around always praise "ehhh, ur boyf so good"

he wait for u outside ur class even though his class dismiss earlier.

and after i dismiss i saw him and i just say a simple "hi"

some people will just say "yerr, why u so bad" or "why u dont talk to him more"

wth.

i didnt ask him to find me and i told him that i'm in rush.

cause i need to meet my advisor after my class and i need to go sying house to do smth.

feel like a burden?

no, NOT AT ALL!

i shouldnt think like this.

he treat me too good!

i should feel bless and glad.

but i guess only people that know me deeply well know what i'm thinking.

i dont like sticking to my boyf.

and this is the FACT.

human is always say dont mind this dont mind that.

but that was only from their mouth and NOT their HEART.

i try my best to treat him good.

i seriously try.

but sometimes i just feel fed up.

perhaps, is my assignments and mid terms driving me crazy.

feel like crying out and talking to someone.

but who will seriously understand me?

cause i, ME, myself dunno what i want X'(

i guess i should appreciate him before i lose him.

i dont hope the incident will repeat again like terry :'(

can my BRAIN function like a normal girls?:(

well, i still went out with friends.

but with a fake smile on my face to cover my problems:') 

no, if i talk to others, what will they think about me?

a BAD girl for not appreciating a GOOD boyf?

or instead they thought i showing off to them.

hardly to find someone to talk to :'(

thats why i always wish i can go back to form 1

my precious class with my lovely class teacher pn.sofiah.

miss her so much<3

 i aint crying but i'm just dropping my tears for him.

我可能不会爱上你

i watch a taiwan drama tittle

我可能不会爱上你

wow.

this drama is damn nice.

i love the story line as it is so touching and meaningful.

highly recommended.

when i watch the drama then i will think about myself.

seems like certain episode is reflecting me.

lol.

i guess i enjoy too much this few days:(

yet i forget about my midterm test and assignment!!

ogmygosh! :(

i having qt midterm on sat yet i havent do revision.

i got individual presentation next wed and i havent start to write my report yet!

ohmygod!

what happen to me.

can u stop lazying?!

got to start to do revision 2moro!!

no more lazy!!

DEAL!

the drama i mention<3

chen boa li and ling yi chen

 

 

 

*the main actor and actress*

a touching drama seriously. 

inside this drama still got a cutie guy:)

and chen boa li also not bad man:)

ling yi chen is pretty too.

love both of them in the drama<3

pooling section

went out yum cha with hansin,yb,waihong and jenifer.

hong jie join us at last.

i laugh alot when they are all around me.

even i get bully from them yet i still feel happy.

as they seriously treat u as friends.

thanks so much for letting me to know u guys through safety campaign:)

u guys are really awesome :D

we went pooling after yum cha.

lmao.

we break into three group.

yb.jenifer.

hansin.hongjie.

waihong.me

yb.hansin.waihong( PRO )

me.jeniifer.hongjie( basic )

the pro team teach us how to play.

and yet i having fun around.

i seriously learn how to play pool already.

even though i aint that geng e.yet.

yet practice make perfect!:)

so next time call me again.

i guess i really making waihong crazy cause he use alot of energy to teach me.

and yet i aint serious till he say learn properly then i got to be serious by not laughing.

haha.

hansin say i laugh alot.

and i feel that laughing can prevent me from thinking my problems:)

and you guys seriously cheer me up!:)

have fun with you all.

 

another new month

wau.

i think i didnt blog almost a month.

not because of i am busy to write but is because i am lazy :X

a new month ahead.

is 2nd march now.

lots of stuff appear in my brain.

love. friendship. education.

we need to go through many problems to make you more matured.

people is always the greedy one.

whenever you get the stuff you want then you will request for a better one.

i know myself well.

i know i will regret if i lose him next time.

so what am i thinking in my brain?

problems?!

NO!

the only biggest problem is my characteristic.

i can mix very well with my friends but NOT my bf:(

i can laugh and talk alot with them.

but when come to my bf, feel like is he someone i really like?

YES, definitely he is. 

if not why we will together.

i think is environment affecting me.

perhaps, last time during school life i mix alot with girls.

so when come to bf, i  feel something different.

but i know he love me so much.

and he understand me as well.

so i still need to request what?

perhaps, my brain think too much already.

i need to put in much effort to love him and understand him better.

i know he love to stick with gf but hell no for me.

i cant stick with bf too much.

feel like....hmmm...

shouldnt be a big problem.

i guess i just treat him as my bf as well as best buddies then ok le la.

:)

so cheers michell foong. i know u can do it.

<3