dang yuan day:)

my sem break begin almost a week already.

yet i dont feel myself like having a break.

cause it is boring:(

i cant go shopping at kl or singapore. T.T

feel like working at Katty shop.

but then salary quite low.

finding jobs at asia part time websites.

send few cv but no reply D;

anyway, today is dang yuan day:)

i was awake by those fire cracker sound.

i thought is CNY but NO! is 

"winter solstice day"

haha. 

i was so funny.

i wake up and ask myself.

CNY??? 

why so many fire crackers?

yuan lai my grandma told me that today is big day for chinese people.

even it is bigger than CNY.

wow.

i ate dang yuan that made by grandma today.

delicious:)

anyway, happy winter solstice day<3

*christmas is coming*

will i receive gift?

haha.

final exam!:X

adui

i seems to be abandon my blog again.

was busy with final currently.

2moro is the last paper!!

felt lazy to study

but cannot so lazy cause 2moro paper is english paper

which will affect my cgpa.

i need two A in order to pull my cgpa.

so i should put more effort on it.

about my pengajian.

i  just pray hard that i can pass my paper!!

get a quotation from a taiwan drama tittle:

"ai shang chen mei le"

the person say "whenever the person is not for you then you shouldnt get it, what u need to do is let go him"

because even if you get him but his heart is not with you.

so just him go.

shouldnt recall back those memories:)

cheers michelle foong<3

what does friends really mean?.

ppl who talk behind u when u are not there.

even though i know i gossip about others too. :x

so i know what is the feeling when being gossiped. 

sometimes i feel like i am being used by others.

when they need u, they will find u.

but whenever they dont need u, they will just throw u aside.

well. is okay:) 

as long as i know what am i doing.

appreciate the one who treat u good. forget the one who doesnt treat u nice.

even he/she dont appreciate u but u should appreciate urself.

remember God know what u are doing:)

so be bless for sembreaks:)

<3 

ppl say tonight got meteor to see.

so hopefully i can see the meteor and make a few wishes.

hees.

unexpected reaction

ohmygosh

seems like i didnt update my blog

haha

went sing k with friends after we went night market on wednesday

yeahh.

it was quite fun actually

cause was fooling around with them

then went flea market on thursday

spent money again

T.T

went to one cafe to have our dinner and group study

the cafe name is fairyland.

was located opposite the secret recipe

the cafe was damn nice

the owner decorate the room as if we are in our own room!!

with air cond somemore

damn love the room

unfortunately i didnt snap a nice picture at the room

will snap it next tues cause we gonna celebrate pipi birthday at there.

today morning went to play badminton with frankie they all.

wow.

long time never play already 

play till my finger "the skin come out" abit

haha.

then frankie and wei yet say i taufu skin

i aint taufu skin lor

just that i long time never play

sweat alot today and quite enjoy till i forget that i 2moro still got midterm test!!

shit.

pengajian  malaysia midterm

havent study finish

:(

suddenly "mrz" talk to me on fb msg

i was like huh. apasal dia mas saya

he ask me what should he study and ask for lecture notes

wow

i think i learn alot from sinying cause i feel i improve in my emotion

i reply him

unexpected reaction

lol

i can still put haha and lol to him

feel myself so great.

haha :)

thanks darling sinying for telling  her stories

thanks my sis as well as she told me to out down the stone

should look forward for a great way:)

so i slowly can talk to him back

well done michelle:)) <3

arghhhh

shit.

is 10.33pm

got to study liao

nights<3

yawn=O

*yawn*

sleepy yet cant sleep.

arghhh!!

cause i just ate a packet of rice:(

owh.

thought going for a diet.

but it seems i am gaining weight rather than losing weight.

*sobs*

:'(

have a nice chat with my lovely sinying today before our marketing lecture class.

she is such a nice girl.

and i realize that our story is almost the same.

but sinying is 大方 than me.

she can still talk with "mr x"

i admire her!! :)

i am happy as well.

as she really take me as her besties.

she trust me and try to tell stories to me.

i am glad for that:)

*thanks dear for sharing ur stories with me*
muacks.

haha.

perhaps, i should just learn more from her.

i just be more open and think wisely.

look forward for the bright future.

anyway, i am glad to know sinying as she is such a nice girl i know during foundation:)

and so sorry for the assignment:(

cause i didnt contribute much.

but i try my best to do more next time.

sleepy mood on

*yawn*

aiks.

dont care la.

i wanna nap already. 

15.11.2011

woots.

today is my individual presentation for english for management.

wow.

at first i was trembling and panic.

with the friends support i finally can made it.

the things i thought myself.

what should i scare for the presentation.

is only 5minutes and i am presenting to my classmates and tutor only.

what for i scare.

and finally is my turn to present.

*sexual harassment at the workplace*

my presentation topic.XD

ngek.ngek.ngek.

those guys in my class laugh when they saw the picture i put on my slides.

luckily they gave respond.

this mean they really pay attention to me :)

heees.

but i still got one more assignment to go which is marketing.

arghhhhh.

wanna do it today and finish it today as well!!

all the best to my groupmates(jenifer,weng hau and kar yean)

which are presenting next week.

thanks for the encouragement today.

love u all:)

13.11.2011

it seems that i havent update my blog yet.

13.11.2011

is waimun birthday today!:)) 

my besties since form 2.

she is such a pretty and clever girl.

glad to know her as well.

i am sorry waimun as i didnt prepare a luxury birthday gift for u.

however, i hope u wont mind the gift we gave u:)

and never forget about the celebration.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!:)

may all ur dreams come true and have a very blast

*even though i late post this blog*

muacks<3

love u:)

enjoy

oh yes.

yesterday came back ipoh after marketing test.

at night go "tong sui kai" eat with dad cause dad just came back:)

he come back back for few days only<3

today morning went Lumut to eat seafood with famliy and relative.

then went temple to pray:)

after that aunt need to clean her new house so ah bi follow us go home.

wow.

i now only realise take care a kids is not an easy job!

i had experienced it today.

we care for ah bi for a day i also wanna put up white flag.

haha

kids usually also very hypo active.

he ran here and there.

keep on play and play.

even i ask him not to simply touch those cupboard he also wont listen.

haha.

but i had fun with this little boy<3

i took out the teddy bear for him to play.

the teddy bear were gift by him.

it remind me of him.

how good he treat me last time..

but...

i just dunno how to appreciate him :'(

ppl say a guy will only chase back u twice.

it is truth!!

it happen on myself!:(

even though i always hope there is always a miracle happen that he will chase back me the third time.

but i think it wont happen.

perhaps, i need to find another guy which is much more better than him.

we break up years ago yet sometimes i still miss him.

miss how good he treat me.

miss the time we spend together.

*sigh*

time and chance already pass.

so, let's look for the bright future.

maybe there is someone is better than him.

so forget about the past.

good luck michelle foong:)

<3

i know u can.

the nights is cold.

so everyone dont get sick ya.

imy.

2.11.2011

opps.

forget to post yesterday stories.

yesterday is my mum birthday!!:D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUM<3

then afternoon went sushi king with friends.

seriously, at first felt like har.... he is there...

oh gosh.

spoil my mood.

shit.

but i need to pretend nothing and act happily in front of my friends.

and everyone is happily chat with each other.

i was like

*mood swing*

but anyway, i enjoy eating sushi with them<3

3.11.2011

just now i saw someone post a video about piano version song.

then i click and listen.

the tittle is,

                                                九把刀《那些年, 我們一起追的女孩》

got storyline on screen and in book too:)

i wanna watch the movie and buy the books la.

even though i dunno chinese. haha.

and i love the piano version!! 

really hope someone will play for me to listen lo.=/

so damn fall in love in the song<3<3<3

happy day again:)

wow.

today quite happy ah.

afternoon i cycle with jenifer to campus.

then back that time i cycle myself cause jenifer got helper briefing.

i just finish dinner with the committees and helpers for safety campaign.

we had a gathering just now:)

the most surprisingly is we help ah lam to celebrate his birthday which falls on 2moro.

he was surprised by us too.

thanks to me this good chairperson..XD

then we present choon pei a hamper as he is the best helper among the others.

:)

ohya. 

i went to draw inai on my right hand today.

actually it look very nice de.

but i accidentally wipe dao the inai when it havent dry:(

so become a bit cacat joh. 

will upload the picture soon.

anyway, i feel abit em sek da.

cause just know the helpers and become friends.

then now we gonna become hi bye friends:(

but i guess we still can work again in a group for coming event.

hope to work together again:)

especially with the major committees: ah lam, yan bin, cj, and suganesh.

dont forget about hong jie and the others too:)

<3

 our group picture<3

my hands<3 but cacated:(

meaningful lyrics.

最重要的决定  by fan fan<3

我常在想应该再也找不到
wo chang zai xiang ying gai zai ye zhao bu dao
任何人像你对我那么好
ren he ren xiang ni dui wo na me hao
好到我的家人也被照料
hao dao wo de jia ren ye bei zhao liao
我的朋友还为你撑腰
wo de peng you hai wei ni cheng yao

你还是有一堆毛病改不掉
ni hai shi you yi dui mao bing gai bu diao
拗起来气得仙女都跳脚
ao qi lai qi de xian nuu dou tiao jiao
可是人生完美的事太少
ke shi ren sheng wan mei de shi tai shao
我们不能什么都想要
wo men bu neng shen me dou xiang yao

*你是我最重要的决定
ni shi wo zui zhong yao de jue ding
我愿意
wo yuan yi
每天在你身边苏醒
mei tian zai ni shen bian su xing
就连吵架也很过瘾
jiu lian chao jia ye hen guo yin
不会冷冰
bu hui leng bing
因为真爱没有输赢
yin wei zhen ai mei you shu ying
只有亲密
zhi you qin mi

你是我最重要的决定
ni shi wo zui zhong yao de jue ding
我愿意
wo yuan yi
打破对未知的恐惧
da po dui wei zhi de kong ju
就算流泪也能放晴
jiu suan liu lei ye neng fang qing
将心比心
jiang xin bi xin

因为幸福没有捷径
yin wei xing fu mei you jie jing
只有经营

zhi you jing ying 

i love this song so much.

i also dunno why. 

haha.

i felt that this song is very meaningful<3

marketing mid term is on sat:(

but i havent study yet.

aiks.

no mood+lazy.

how????

please. MICHELLE FOONG!

u need to study already!

got to do pengajian assignment and marketing assignment lu.

nights<3

finally....

finally, it is our last day of event.

suddenly got the feeling of em sei dak like that.

cause we decorate our board till so nice and after 3 days we need to take out everything.

even though today i was mad at some helpers,

they are still very helpful:)

maybe i just cant stand for their attitude la.

overall we still can make this campaign success.

although it is not very successful. 

haha.

know new friends.

from helpers and committees,

all of us become friends throughout this event.

at first some of the helpers are very shy but actually they arent.

they can talk alot and very helpful as well.

really good job everyone.

i will appreciate the time that we work together.

thanks for the commitment ya.<3

best regards from me:)

woots:)

a happy day today!:) 

haha. 

today morning i went out with shi wei to accompany her for breakfast and then we went for a drink at each a cup:) 

then shiwei came my house and help me edit my poor blog.

but too bad my house line was damn lag so my blog cant add much things. 

arghhh.

as we had nothing to do then shiwei ask me become her barbie doll to make up again=]

*make up done*

snap picture around. 

when we wanna go out for a walk to mini hot shop we only realize that it is raining cats and dogs outside. owh. 

weather doesnt allow us to go out. so we have to wait the rain to stop again.

i went back to my room and watch "kang xi lai le" then shi wei play my hp. 

wait and wait. 

is 8pm now. 

rain also almost stop

. thus, me and my sis cycle and shiwei ride her ebike for dinner.

but when we are on the way to dinner rain start falling again. 

so we park our bike at shiwei house and walk to dinner.

after dinner we went to a shop selling clothes and bag. 

the bag there damn nice but some bags are too expensive:( 

too bad.

finally, we decide to buy a bag. 

so i bought an orange colour bag for RM29, my sis bought a backpack for RM29 too and shi wei bought a pinnk colour hand bag for RM28=] 

we are the last customer for that shop cause everybody already go out from the shop.

we still dont wanna go out until the owner of the shop close the gate.

LOL. luckily we are going to buy the bag.

if not very paiseh lo. 

then we have a sweet talk when we walk together:) 

will upload certain picture to show our daily routine=]

 my sis's bag and mine<3

 mine<3 should be orange colour. but colour effect.

 sis's bag

 when we have nothing to do=P

ignore my fat face.

 my make up. 

arghhh.*ignore my pimples*

 thanks to sweetheart shiwei<3

make up done!:D

taada.

saw one of my senior blog just now. read and read. her english is extremely good. how i wish my english can be improve:( the second day of the campaign is over. so far so good. but maybe i aint a good leader. but i guess everything was alright cause i have a good committees team. they really help alot. although some of them just doesnt care much what i say. so what. perhaps i aint that strict. thus, they will request this and that. hmmm. anyway, i am happy working with my dear committees. :)

=)

woots.
first day of safety campaign is over.
everything is fine and i love my committees and helpers.
they are very helpful and friendly.
even though sometimes they make me angry but they will joke me back.
haha.
funny them.
thanks so much to my committees and helpers:)
thanks for ur commitment.
i know some of them arent that corporate before but today they had show me their energy.
good job:)
actually i have many things to t ell. but couldnt tell much at here.
my sis is the only person who know about this.
so let it be secretive.
btw, today i cycle go out and go long gai.
so happy yet tiring. hopefully my skills will be improved.
maybe 2moro will cycle to campus
God bless me:)
today we have HIV talk from UTP students.
one of them is intern students.
others 3 is local students.
they are very friendly.
we had a good chat time.
nice meeting them.
the speaker which is from china is xiaona zhuang, chandra sekhar, cammile and hannah:)
nice meeting u guys.
keep in touch.
and hope to see u on next event:))
nights.

a tiring day=/

this few days also busy with safety campaign stuff.
busy here busy there.
but when i always get frustrated with the work,
friends around me will try to comfort me and help me out with the work.
i am glad that some of the committees are very helpful.
they will really help u when u need help.
thanks for that:)
however, there are always sleeping partner around us.
sigh.
those sleeping partners doenst contribute much and even didnt help out in the deco really disappointing me. worst still "the one" is a committee.
reasons are always listen when they couldnt attend meeting.
should look on proper committees next time.
but many of the committees are really helpful and friendly.
they joke around and mix well with helpers.
i am glad when see that.
their corporation is the solution too cheer me up when
i always tiring doing the deco stuff and feel like giving up.
once i see they are helping each other even though all of us are tired
then i feel like i shouldnt give up easily. =)
really thanks those helpers that put in effort to help us today.
i really glad that some of the helpers is very good and hardworking:)
2moro there will be a briefing for helpers.
but i dunno how many of them will attend.
if they didnt attend without a valid reason i seriously wont claim soft skill point for them.
it is not fair for those helpers to come and help for deco and
they claiming the same point with those helpers that didnt help and didnt care for the campaign.
so i will seriously tell them 2moro.
yes.
michelle foong.
u sure can de!!=)
gambateh.
muacks<3

memoeries

flashback with some memories when view some of my friends profile just now.
miss those secondary life time where is no stress like uni life.
and we can eat,chat and have fun in class but not in uni life.
everyone was so concentrate in class and hard to found a true friend.
and i saw someone that i dont like in lecture class just now.
i was like.
shit.
why he came in this lecture class and sit in front of me somemore.
feel like giving him a big slap.
LOL.
anyway, just forget it.
life at uni really not that fun as i think.
people are now more mature than last time. and everyone start to change.
even ur bestfriends.
i know my jealous level was high but luckily i still manage to control it.
jealous of people who have their partner,
jealous to those people who are clever
and
jealous of this and that.
seriously, i think jealousy really kills!

ohno!:'( i guess cycling is not my lifestyle

today i cycle out with jenifer. previously was ok but today when we cycle back i wan not balance. then suddenly bang on the ppl who standing in those stall at tepi jalan. ohmygosh. i was ashamed. i was worried the girl cause she like very pain. then i keep on apologize and ask whether she need to see doctor anot. she say no need. then those uncle say how i cycle. and say so loud that dunno cycle then dont cycle la. wtf! i bang the girl not him also. why he so busy body!! hate it. i think today is my bad luck day. cause jenifer also got stuff happening. ohno:( terrible. i didnt know i hurt myself too. why am i so careless. perhaps i think i shouldnt cycle. or actually it is normal. cause if u dont fall down then u wont learn from mistake. so i think is normal bah. next time i be more careful then ok le la.

saw wilber panin real person:)

today i saw wilber pan in real person!!:) he is so damn handsome and lovely fair skin!! how jealous am i with the lovely and fair skin he have. why couldnt i have such a smooth and lovely skin like him?:( but he is so handsome and sweet. he is so sweet with his smile:) he sang few songs and he is so good in singing. cool wilber pan<3 it is worth to see him even though heritage hall was crowded with many students and even though i packed like sardin. it is really WORTH:) thanks sally too cause is she give me the ticket and album. if sally didnt give me then i wont have the chance too see wilber pan. when the turn my turn to go up stage to get the signature from wilber pan i was so gan jeong. heartbeat++ cause i not lenglui and got pimples:( i scare myself so ugly cause girls that are going up to stage also very pretty. so i just look down on the floor and go in front. but of course i dont wanna wasted the chance to see wilber pan so near. so i just look at him when he sign and when he look up and shake had with me he smile to me and i smile back to him too!:) so lovely him. but smile to everyone too:) but it is enough for me. so lovely him and i start to love him and love his song:) <3 love u wilber pan!:) enjoy myself throughout the mini concert with shiwei:) and peiwen too~:) HAPPY!!!~

continue the journey:)

07.08.2011
we start our journey to cameron on 11am plus. we went alot of places at cameron. oppps. by the time we reach cameron is around 1pm plus. went to eat. went to different park and farm. wow. was a wonderful trip to cameron. avout 11 of us going there. me.shiwei.peiwen.isabell.waimun.namleong.frankie.hongsheng.weiyet.kc.Z. 
5 girls and 6 guys:D
even though i dont wanna see Z at there but i still manage to control myself. i smile and snap photo and crazy around with them. luckily shi wei is there with me. she is the one who understand me the most. although sometimes we do argue yet we are still that close.xD actually we go cameron is to help frankie to celebrate his 21st birthday. haha. was too crazy and enjoy that day. the trip was a wonderful trip. luckily i didnt miss out. snap alot of pictures. haha. i upload few at here:) bought alot of stuff=spends alot of money there=/ i spend alomst 170bucks there. wow. really a shopaholic. see what buy what. haha. bought cherry tomatoes, roses, strawberry, tee, chocolate and cactus. 
the roses is very cheap over there. only rm2.50 a bouquet if we bought 4bouquet. so me.shiwei.peiwen.isabell. share over the roses. the roses was very nice at cameron but when back to kampar the roses wanna die already:( 
anyway, i enjoy  myself over this trip:) love u all so much<3 thanks for bring those happiness and memories to me.

journey start::D

06.08.2011

In the afternoon we were having test for qt. after that we wait for frankie to fetch us to eastlake to gather and start our journey to cameron. about 6.30pm we start our journey. stupid car rental spoil on the way we going to cameron. fix and fix and fix also no use. after done fixing is already around 11pm plus. was worried to go cameron on late night. i think God dont want us go cameron on midnight cause the car spoil again. i think is the fate. so we decide to go cameron on the next morning. luckily we didnt go cameron on the midnight cause the car spoil on the way back to kampar.== stupid car.

limited time for me=/

is friday today. thought of attending morning micro tutorial class and account replacement class but then i overslept. thought attending yoga class on morning but then i didnt wake up!:( why am i that LAZY?! hate myself for being so lazy. skip class. skip class. skip class!:( terrible attitude. should change myself before i regret! heard something that shoulnt be heard? aiks. nvmmm. if i couldnt go is okay for me cause i hate someone (Z) there. make me remember how stupid am i being fooled by him. thats why i cant accept ppl call me dear especially a guy call me like this. dear means what? i cant accept when a friend call like this. is because my ex start calling me dear when she got GF!! means i am the third person!! shit. how stupid am i where i still didnt realise that. until we break up  i only realise. HOW STUPID am I. i dont hope this situation repeated again. i cant manage to handle the feeling being fooled and hurt! i try to smile everyday in order to make myself more happy. i try to look forward by forgetting the past. i try and i really try. but i dunno why nowadays i cry easily like my form1 life. maybe i cant manage well my feeling? hmmm. should learn how to manage well my feeling. but i still believe 只要笑一笑没什么事情过不了. it is truth:) so i keep remindind myself to smile every single day to prove that u are happy. cheers MICHELLE FOONG! everything will be alright. trust urself. u still got another group of friends. so it is okay:)

grandpa pass away for 100days:(

wake up in the morning to prepare for praying ceremony for my late grandpa:( wanted to cry out so much when the sifu start the ceremony. the picture of grandpa will be keep inside the cupboard. :( aiksss. shouldnt have waste so many times on mon and tues for watching drama non stop=/ now i have to rush my time to finish up my revision for QT:'( may grandpa bless me with a peaceful memory and manage to prepare well for the QT mid term. i believe that grandpa wouldnt want us to sad for so long cause he had a better life in another world. but i wanna cry because i would never meet my grandpa again. so appreciate the ppl in front of u now is truth! arghhh. got to go for revision for QT even though i am lazy:( go go go go. i believe u can. fighting<3

new month!:)

now is the month of August already. time flies. with a blink of eyes my grandpa pass away almost 3months means 100days. 2moro will be my grandpa pass away for 100days and going to " sit on the praying table". hmmm. seriously i miss my grandpa even though he pass away for few months already. when my grandpa still alive i didnt have much memory with him cause he had Alzheimer diseases. he coulnt recognize us. my memory with grandpa is just during my KIDS LIFE. i still remember how grandpa tell jokes for me and how grandpa mumble me for my own good and how grandpa scold us for playing candle with fire during mooncake festival. those memories will always carve inside my heart. i dream of my grandpa for 2nd time yesterday. the first time is months ago if i am not mistaken. inside my dream my grandpa say he gonna leave us then everyone in the family members were crying including me. i hug my grandpa and cry but i forget what i say. then i was awoke. and my mood suddenly so down. luckily i went to watch the taiwan drama to cheer me up! i know that we must appreciate the people in front of u now. who treat u good and who care for u. but i havent meet that someone yet. maybe not the time yet. hopefully grandpa will bless me with a good looking and caring with good family background future bf and husband.XD haha. i just wanna say that may my grandpa having a good life in another world:) imy grandpa.<3

shopping time!:D

the shirt we bought together:)

the second shirt:)

the dress i bought for only 45bucks!:)

jenifer trying out the dress:)

wok sifu: bubble tea:) worth to drink cause it is nice<3

the korean dishes jenifer order:)

my spaghetti

wauuu. today so so so so so so so happy la!!:D should i say yesterday? yesterday morning after test then jenifer and me went to jusco padini! guess what. padini offering 50-70% offer!! crazy. of course i will go hunt for clothes la. memang dapat dijangkakan. spend almost rm105 on padini. and i wanna spend more on it!! too bad i have limited cash!=/ arghhhh. wanna buy bags and shoe. but no money:( got to work during sem break!! then earn some money. HAHA. mum yesterday so good. let me shop till 8pm plus only come fetch me. if normally mum sure call me and ask me back before 6pm! but yesterday mum let me shop till so late. so enjoy!:) just that maybe jenifer very tired so she dont have mood to shop after our food time. but i am glad that we both choose some same clothes. wheeee. then on the way back to house, i told mum and dad that padini got offer. then mum say why dont help dad to buy polo tee. then i say nvmm la. 2moro go again and today(sunday) we went jusco again. it was crowded like hell!O.o i went there and bought sun glasses from vincci and one polo tee and one tank top from padini today! wheee~~ HAPPY. i LOVE my family so much. not because of mum could spend on me but mum and dad really love us. i love u mum and dad<3 muacks. but dad left hand injured already. poor daddy:( hope dad left hand will recover very fast la. get well soon dad. me and jenifer snap alot of pic too. will upload to fb and few on here. pictures will talk:) <3 ohya. must thanks "zi ma" also for fetching us to jusco:)

a busyyyyyy dayyyyyyyyyyyyyy

wow. yesterday went to meeting for CPS till almost 11++. oppps. i dunno should i in charge in chairman for this safety campaign anot. i scare i cant handle it well. grrrr. but coming safety campaign are more mega event. that time more heavy work i think. hmmm. so i take over this october safety campaign. but shit! i have no idea what to do for that. with those committee list. i dunno who gonna fill in the job. or who got the potential to fill in the job. my brain totally stuck. somemore this sat got midterm!!!:( GG again. luckily the other committee are very good. cause there are 4guys and i am the only girls. they really willing to help me:) so glad that i am a girl.XD but hopefully the october safety campaign will be successful even though it is a small event. aiks. i think i shouldnt that quiet?. i should try and speak with them:) then we only can cooperate right? but i already start but then it seems like.... hmmmm. i text one of them but he didnt reply me. arghhhh. sis say the proposal needa pass up ASAP!! if can pass up next monday!! shit. left few days nia. i have no idea about anything. if i know i dont want take over this job la. zhi gei lo lei sui. but nvm la. since i already took over this job i must put in effort to make it successful! to prove that we can do it even though we are new!:D why did those guys dont wanna reply me?:( so sad lo. aiks. busy with safety campaign and exam!!=/ yet i lazy to study for MICRO midterm 2!! someone can help me sit for it?=/ *yawn* sleepy. wanna sleep tim. but i just ate noodles + 3slice of bread! FATTTTTT:'( but sleepy ah. hmmm. sleep a while lo. dont care la;) add oil!:)

a L.A.Z.Y. day for me. arghhh.

wauu. this is the first time i create the blog. cause many of friends ask me to create one. hmmm. i got lotsa stuff to write but i lazy type out. laziness always the biggest problems to me! shit. problems always surround me. 1st problem is moving out from this house. i dunno how to tell my housemate that i REALLY WANTED to move out to HARVARD which much nearer to campus. i know the rental is much expensive but have they think about me and my sis?? wake up earlier in the morning to fetch them. arghhh. GG.com. i hate that. even though i know i shouldnt complain alot. 2nd problem. micro midterm2 is on this SATURDAY!!! yet i havent revise anything yet.!!! lazy lazy lazy. 3rd problem. i dunno how to tell my mum about moving out from the house. some say expensive and some say cheap. for me is ok ok la. arghhhh. i rather having the life during secondary school. how wonderful and enjoyable that time. =/ but time couldnt turn back. we must look forward in the future:(  KAMPAR is the place i stay now. boring+hot!! aiksss. hope i can mange to move out la!:) i know i always act before think wisely. mum always say me like this. but what to do. is my attitude. ISHHHH. nvmmm. i believe that next day will be a BETTER day:) 只要笑一笑没什么事情过不了<3