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Tuesday 24 September 2013

a short break

  


heyyy there.
i have public back my blog.
some of you might think that am i too free and nothing to do.
why do i private and public back.
lol
hello there.
why do you care so much.
NOYB also.
hahahah.
i am having few days break before going for my intern.
just a few days nia.
cause my last paper end at 21st of sept. :X
and this is the first time i was worried for my result.
pray for flying colours if possible.
but give me pass all then okay already :/
i view back few years ago photo just now.
i was like.
@@
ohmygosh.
iamsofatnow!
T.T
and last time i dont care so much about r'ship.
what i only care is about friendship.
and last time my thinking is very "naive"?
LOL.
i treat friends around me very good.
but now, maybe my thinking is no longer the same.
i am thinking that what if i treat you good and you treat me bad.
what if i treat you as my besties but you treat as a grass nor chewing gum.
what if.....
i dont know.
well, i not going to think so much now.
gonna live happily like what i use to do during foundation time.
i aint going to make myself so suffer.
gonna live happily from now onwards:)
i promise myself:)
yeah.
2moro i am going to KL for 3d2n.
gonna shop with my 38po and take alot of nice photos.
then am going to work next monday.
hopefully everything went smoothly.
bopi:)

nov, 2011 :)
                                                       
june,2012 :)
spet, 2013 :)

am i fat alot?:(
gonna keep fit!
am i getting prettier?
muahahah.
syok sendiri.,
got to pack my bag first.
goodnight.
loves:)


Friday 20 September 2013

Mid autumn festival

Happy mooncake festival.
Sigh.
It is my first time celebrating with my notes.
Most of my friends already finish their exam and went back to their hometown happily.
Sigh.
Still remember last year today.
I just straighten my hair and I was happily playing lantern with my cousins and grandma. 
But this year everything change:(
My brain is thinking of someone. 
Where I don't used to appreciate last time.
I was thinking if we are still together then we must be happily enjoying our life now?
Should it be like this?
Actually I already forget him.
Maybe I'm influence by the surrounding.
Like my housemate which is my cousin has a Boyf now:)
And they are happily together.
Perhaps, I am just jealous over it. T.T
That's why I only think of you.
Blaming myself for not appreciating you so much last time.
I wish time could twist back. 
I just someone be there for me supporting me and giving a warm hug for me when I am tired.
Am I desperate too much for a Boyf?
LOL.
I hope next year today I will be celebrating my mooncake festival with my mr right and my family:)
Hopefully.
Haha.
So I won't think of you anymore.
I am just tired of studying and suddenly you appear.
So it is coincidence.
I hope I can meet my mr right soon.
Teehee.
I just need someone who can treat me good, and accept my personality.
Are you the one?:)
Sigh.
Stop dreaming.
Back to reality.
Got to study already. 
Bye..... T.T
Fatty face with pimples. :((( 
360 camera make me so pretty! :P
Loves

Tuesday 17 September 2013

A good deed

I have done a good deed today. 
Not consider a really good deed also.
Today I went to pay streamyx bill with my sis. 
Then my sis ask me to go inside the car and wait cause scare got saman.
When I am walking to the car,
Suddenly an old lady with a Down syndrome girl walking towards me.
The old lady call me for help.
I was shocked and scare it is those bluff people case.
But I stop and listen to the old lady.
She just wanna me fetch her a ride to see doctor.
I was like ohmygosh. An old lady around 80plus with a Down syndrome girl.
I felt sympathy so I said okay and give a ride to fetch them to see doctor.
When we are at clinic, my sis wait us inside the car. 
So I accompany the grandma and the girl go down.
Supposingly, the turn for grandma to see doctor is no 5 but we have to wait till all the other patients have consult the doctor then only the grandma can go in and consult.
I was like wtf, because of people didnt pay for the consultation fees doesn't mean to be treated unequally. 
Then I was like ask the grandma why doesn't reach their turn yet.
Then she answer me politely and say because just now when we come already got so many people. 
So we must wait.
But actually deep inside my heart I know they are treated not equally.
Then the grandma can't say anything.
So we just wait patiently till reach our turn.
Then the nurse at there were rude!
I saw it myself.
The grandma ask for extra bottle to put the medicine but they refuse to give and shout at the grandma.
I was like wtf. I feel like standing up and going to talk with the nurse.
And ask them how much the bootle worth. I paid for them.
But I didn't bring my purse down.
So I can't do anything. 
I just sat there quietly.
Sigh.
Then I only realize reality is cruel.
People will look down on you if you are poor or disable. 
Then the grandma keep on thanks me for fetching them cause they barely walk and keep thanks for accompany them.
I say is okay and I ain't rush also.
They offer to eat together but my sis refuse cause we have to go and fix out clothes.
If can I wish to eat with them and pay them some money.
But I didn't work and I don't have much money:(
So I can't help them.
I feel sorry for that.
Sigh.
Luckily I get the aunty number and she get mine too.
Perhaps in the future we will have the fate to meet again(:
So at last I just drop her at the eating stall. She say she can walk back home cause it is not far away.
I feel heartache. 
But may God bless you grandma and the girl. 
She keep on blessing me saying 好人有好报. 
I feel bless for that(: 
Too bad I can't have the time to snap photo with her cause I scare it is rude to ask a photo when we just met. :(
Goodluck grandma(: 
So selca myself for today:')

Monday 16 September 2013

My grandma, 100days.

Today is my grandma pass away for 100days.
Time flies with a blink of eyes.
Without realizing, my grandma already away from me for 100days.
I still remember that day I was still in hospital sitting beside you seeing you so energetic and tell me that you are going to recover very soon.
I was so glad to hear that and I'm grateful that i spend my night with you at hospital that day. 
Today, is your 100th day.
I admit I miss you so much:(
I cried few times at night when I think of you.
I even dream of you that you are just beside me.
I just don't know why insects love sticking me so much.
Last time when I went dinner with family, an insect stick on my clothes.
And my dad told me that it is you(:
Today, when we go to the graveyard there a caterpillar stick on my clothes! @@ 
Once again, my relatives say it was you.
Haha.
Ridiculous right?:)
Hees.
Maybe grandma miss me too.
Anyway, I hope you enjoy your life at another world.
Don't make yourself so tired okay?
Imissyou(: 
Memories between you and me will forever in my heart. 
Lovely watch from your cupboard. Even though it doesn't belong to me but I still manage to snap photo with it(: 
This is you when I was beside you accompanying you at hospital. I was heartache to see that you are so skinny:( 
This is pretty you when you are young!(: 
With lots of blessing from us, I know you are happy enjoying your life with ah gong at another world:') 
Finally, this is me for today look. Sleepylook:O 

Iloveyou, grandma. 
Loves. 

Thursday 12 September 2013

Stressful

Sobs
I think is my first time to feel this like this stress! 
Sigh
It seems like whatever I had study I couldn't remember.
Is my first time to copy formula in both calculator!
I think I put too much pressure on myself.
Tell myself to calm down.
Calm down.
And the worst case is I have to suffered from heavy headache now.
Luckily mum bought us the cool fever before this.
Calm down, Michelle Foong. 
You can do it. 
Okay? 
Cheers.
Don't refer too much on what you copy! 
Cause it is not good to do that. 
I feel worried:(
Aiks.
Alright.
Got to go to bed.
And study again tomorrow morning.
Goodnight. loves.
See my sick look! Haha. *xproeditor*

Saturday 24 August 2013

Stop that

I think I easily get jealous.
And I guess mostly my friends know it.
I get jealous when I saw you crazy for another girl.
Lol.
Wtf.
I think maybe I regret for not choosing you last time. 
That's why I get jealous over you. 
I don't know why.
Alright. I will stop myself from being like this.
Stop thinking and behaving like that.
I won't text you.
Till you find me.
Cause I can no longer stand for not receiving reply from others!
Shit!
Last time is I don't reply people but now people choose not to reply me.
Wtf.
You thought you very important?!
Till you can choose to not reply me.
Even though I text you!
Wtf.
I will control myself.
Bye.
Maybe I just need someone who can take care me and syg me when I need him.
So I only thought of this. 
But I knew you like other girl now.
So go get for it!
I will forget everything now and focus on my study!
Final exam is 11 more days to go!
I will study and get good result instead of thinking this things!

Tuesday 20 August 2013

What does friends mean to you.

What does friends mean to you. 
I think I have been asking this question for several times.
And I ain't sure I got blog about this anot.  
Cause sometimes I blog till half way then I save it as draft.
So even myself also don't know got blog about this topic before anot.
Well, nvmm.
Let me blog again and sorry if I repeating the same topic.
Friends. 
What does friends mean to you.
For me.
Friends have a lot of definition.
It depends on how you treat and defined your friends.
Still the same.
Nothing much different even I mention it.
Well, did you guys treat me as a friends of you all.
If you do well... 
I have been pretending to be happy and laughing around.
But deep inside my heart I feel like asking the question to you guys.
I just don't feel like having the narrower with you all.
Wtf. 
Last time I don't care so much.
But now. I do.
Cause I treat you all like my true friend.
Wtf you all thinking.
I also don't know.
I bring you all together and at last I am out from group.
You guys never try to even bother asking it.
Well, is okayy. 
I always tell myself I still got alot of friends that are sincerely treat me like a friend.
I doesn't mean you guys didn't treat me like a friends but you guys are too much. 
Not to say too much.
Just too obvious okay.
Well, eventhough I say I don't mind but actually I do.
Wtf my brain is thinking.
I don't know.
Maybe I care too much. 
I gonna private my blog for this post cause I don't wanna people to feel sympathy to me. 
I just wanna post it out.
Sorry if I have been bothering you guys.
Thanks! 

Monday 19 August 2013

a new experience for me:)

17.08.2013
it was a new experience for me.
everything just come too fast.
haha.
i went to new village survey with my sis, jenifer and kar weng.
it was just happen out of sudden.
as we decide to join this event on friday:)
but, i never regret for joining this event even though i have to wake up at 4am :O
yet, it was an enjoyable trip.
4 of us are send to Kampung Bagan Baru to do our survey.
at first i was worried as it was the first time we went to village and do the survey with zero knowledge.
we are so lucky that the villagers at there are very friendly and nice.
love talking with them <3
we are served with foods and drinks wherever we go:)
it was so lovely :)
the first destination that we meet the villagers and the ajk as well as the ketua kampung is at the dewan kg. bagan baru.
at there, we have our breakfast and short interview section with the ketua kampung as well as the ajk.
their village is 100% malay residents.
wow.
not even a chinese nor indian residents at there.
but they still treat us like their children especially Pak Su who in charge to bring us around the kampung.
Pak Su is very nice and friendly.
he even joke with us.
such a lovely person.
Pak Su is the person in charge for Homestay activities.
he told us a lot of stories about Homestay and the cost for Homestay is only RM35 per person including 3 meals and transportation!
how cheap is the rate!
and the room for homestay is also damn nice.
i promise them that i will pay a visit again perhaps after my final cause we didnt have to time to visit all the places in the kampung.
Pak Su said some of the places like Waterfall, sungai atas sungai and a lot of attractive and interesting places, we have to stay overnight only can visit there.
thus, i will pay a visit again cause it was seriously a new experience for me.
we only get to visit mini muzuem, herbs farm, Pak Su house and Kolam ikan keli that day due to limited time.
anyone of you who are interested to go village with me?
haha.
no doubt that it was fun!
cause people at there are seriously nice and lovely.
<3
handicraft from the villagers which only cost rm2.50 :)

lovely keychain which only cost rm 350 :)

with the exco members of Kg Bagan Baru

one of the herbs that cure and prevent a lot of illness:)

with the lovely villagers :)

Dewan Homestay :)

as if they know i snap their photo xD

i thought i was at kedai makan but they correct me and told me it was a gerai makanan not kedai ;)

them ^^

asam drink from lovely them :)

4 of us at homestay room :)

me at nice room:) keke. 

Pak Su and Mak Su
*sweetest foster family*

with them <3

us after survey :)
activities never stop till the night after i reach kampar.
and it was really spontaneous that i say "yes" to go hot spring, lostworld of tambun
lol.
it was really spontaneous.
i dont even know i will become that spontaneous also.
:)
photo of the day.
ignore my fat face :(

tadaaa:) 
it was fun and tiring day.
but it was enjoyable and memorable with lots of laughter and jokes.
<3



Tuesday 13 August 2013

A new day for me(:

Today is the new day for me.
Lots of people are waiting for meteor.
Some of my friends ask me why didn't I go wait and see the meteor.
Aduiii.
Satu orang how to see meteor.
Takkan all one pair one pair then I forever alone sit there and see?
LOL.
Is okayyy:)
If meteor do appears,
I wish.......*wishing*.......
Goodbye my past!
Welcome my bright future:)
Sometimes I just wish there is somebody at there telling me is okay, don't worry. I will be your side no matter what happen.
I just wish there is someone who text me, you don't need to pretend to be tough. You can cry as much as you can. There is always my shoulder for you.
I just wish someone who can protect me from being hurt.
I just wish someone who can cheers me.
I just wish someone who can accompany me.
Am I too over? 
It seems a bit. 
Nvmm.
I think one people still can survive. 
I can remind myself being happy.
I can protect myself.
I can cheers myself.
I can........myself. 
But sometimes when I'm tired of all these things, I just need someone to talk to and listen to my craps.
It is more than enough. 
(: 
Okayyy! Done of emoness. 
Got to go back to my study life. 
(:  
This photo is just reflecting myself. 
*nopeee* got to stop all this things.
I can do it la(:

Sunday 11 August 2013

我真的想通了.

First and foremost, 
Thanks mr loo for spending your time to listen to my craps yesterday. 
I'm seriously okay now:)
Last night is the last time j will cried for him.
Yeah. 
Well, I think I deserved someone better. 
And actually I ain't that seriously love him.
Cause after he told me those explanation, I was like. 
Hmmmm.
Okayyyy. I just cried for a while. 
I promise myself I will not cried for him anymore.
Goodbye my ex.
I think there must be somebody who are waiting for me in a corner. 
Just that I haven't realize 'the one'. 
Is okayyy:) 
I will be awaiting for my mr right to appear. 
Anyway, thanks mr loo again.
Haha.
Sorry for bothering you last night. 
:)
And I feel great for you.
Congrats on you eh. 
I think you can success.
Don't worry cause you are seriously a good person to be loved by the lucky girl.
Haha.
Seems so dramatic and bombastic.
Thanks pillow for absorbing all my tears.
Pity pillow.
Haha.
Well, thanks for the times for whoever that spend on me:) 
I know and I appreciate everyone. 
Trust me.
I will be a better and strong girl.
:) 
This time I seriously 想通了. 
I will be as cheerful as always. 
Michelle Foong has at least some painful memories in Uni life.
But Michelle Foong do have lots of happy memories to be remember in Uni life.
Cheers. Mwahhh.
*A kiss to myself*
❤❤❤❤❤


Thursday 8 August 2013

错过了才懂得珍惜.

Blogging about when you missed out a things then you only know how to appreciate.
Firstly is about my grandma:(
Grandma is my vvvvvvip in my life.
She is the one who raised me up besides my parents. 
Whenever I am at home now,
I realized my home is sort of empty. 
Without my grandma sound where she used to mumble me to do housework.
Today, when I help my mum to do some housework I only realized my grandma actually did a lot of housework last time.
She trim the flowers and grass, watering the plants, sweep the floor, drying our clothes, hanging our clothes and lots of stuff my grandma had done for us last time. 
But I didn't realized that until she went to a place that very far from us.
I only realized actually those houseworks supposingly is we, youngster to do. 
Not my grandma!
I hate myself for being a lazy bump last time.
But luckily I do help out my grandma last time.
If not I will hate myself more.
And today I saw a cockroach in the toilet. 
Last time, I will run to my grandma and ask her to help me.
But today, I have to settle the cockroach myself. 
Luckily, dad was here today.
So he help me out to throw the cockroach away.
Don't worry, grandma. 
I will not be a lazy bump anymore.
I will be brave:)
I miss your voice by calling my name, 'ah yen' in Cantonese. 
Imy.
Secondly, imy too.
I try to text you but I scare I annoyed you.
I try to be friends with you but I scare to accept the rejection.
I hope to ask for an outing with you but I scare I can't talk to you personally.
I got lots of stuff to tell to you.
I seriously hope you will understand me.
I never give up yet even though my brain ask me to give up. 
Do you know I hate myself being like this. 
Sigh.
Now, I only know you are important to me.
Thirdly, bestfriends.
Last time I have plenty of friends around me. 
Now I also have alot of friends but my bestfriends.
Last time I used to be with friends around me that make me feel secured cause I am not alone.
Now, no. 
I don't know why.
Am I that not important till you all didn't put me in your friend list.
I don't mind if you didn't ask me for dinner or addme into chat group. 
But at least don't ignore me.
I feel like being betrayed.
Hmmm.
I think betrayed is too harsh.
I feel like being ignored. *sounds better* 
Well, someone told me. 
Bestfriends/truefriends are hard to find.
Once you found them, then you must appreciate.
Yes, it is true.
I appreciated them but I don't know what  are their perception. 
But I am still lucky to have shiwei here. 
She is one of my best and crazy girlfriends in my Uni life:) 
Fourth, last time I used to have a best and crazy guy bestfriend.
He used to protect me.
He used to talk to me.
He used to tell me his stuff.
I used to tell him my stuff also.
Last time, people thought we were in relationship.
But honestly, we are not.
We are just somehow a damn close friends.
Don't know since when.
We are like strangers. 
*reasons, is because of me*
Maybe my immature thinking/action/perception make us become like a strangers. 
Finally, I text him and tell him that I'm sorry for being so childish last time.
I hope we can still become close friends again if you don't mind.
But I know he got lots of friends now.
So I am no longer the close friend on his list. 
However, I sincerely apologize again.
I seriously hope we can still talk to each other:) 
Sigh.
I should enjoy my raya breaks happily. 
But instead of that I am blogging here.
Cause I have no idea to tell who.
Is okay!
I tell myself don't emo and think too much. 
Cheers Michelle Foong.
Selca myself to make myself happier. ❤❤❤ 
P/s: I'm still wondering is there someone who still appreciating me as a friends or closemates? Haha. Lucky me if i still got:)

Saturday 27 July 2013

jealousy kills.

heyyo~
my post for today is jealousy kills.
i think i did post about jealousy previously
well, i got to update some about jealousy.
what does mean by jealousy.
seriously wth i am thinking.
i also dont know. 
jealousy.
what do you think about jealousy.
usually, i will get jealous easily.
is so damn easily.
i dont know why.
haha. 
is my personality since i am a kid.
but when i grow older, my jealousy level is reducing.
but today.
hellno.
my jealousy level went up today.
i used o get jealous in all sort of matter.
friends jealousy.
relationship jealousy.
family jealousy.
goods jealousy.
pretty jealousy.
all sort of stuff.
LOL.
i saw something that make me feel uncomfortable today.
what did i saw. nah, it's a secret here.
why do i get jealous over it instead there are actually not a big deal?
why why why.
please tell me why.
dumbasshole. 
:X

Monday 22 July 2013

A step that change everything

Have you ever wonder once you move a step then everything will be different. 
Have anyone of you think about this before.
I just realize it is actually important to move a step forward first. 
It might change the entire story or life. 
Seems so dramatic. 
But I think it is quite true.
I have been wondering. 
How if I didn't move the step.
How if I move the step.
What will be happen. 
Nobody will know. 
Recently, I feel like I am a dumbfoolish girl! 
What is actually happening to me. 
My brain, please focus on  your study! 
My heart, please close the wound faster!
My eyes, please see the next person properly.
My ears, please listen carefully and attentively. 
My hands, please hold the right next person tightly. 
My legs, please walk with the right next person slowly.
Finally, my heart, please feel and treat the right next person sweetly.
Haha.
I hope I can do the above that I mentioned:) 
Loves. 
Noobie me. Haha.
Fatty me. :p
Crazy me. XD

Wednesday 17 July 2013

My bestbuddy, shiwei:)

I don't know where I get the courage from.
I seriously don't know what happen to me yesterday. 
I think I seriously went crazy already.
But thanks to my sweetheart, shiwei for always being with me.
Without her, I think I couldn't make my first step.
Thanks 38po for always being with me. You know how grateful am I to have you as me bestbudy. Even though we seldom meet yet we are still close. And we got lots of topics to chat. Non stop chatting and laughing yesterday. Haha! I think I make you crazy yesterday too! XD
Seriously, I love your soup and bracelet:) 
Thanks for being so understanding to me. ❤❤❤❤❤ I think you are the only who can read my mind even though I hide my feeling! 
Haha.
You seriously my bestbuddy. Mwahhh. 
Your delicious abc soup. Slurppp. ❤
❤❤❤❤❤ p/s: don't mad on me for this photo ya. XD 
When wanna hangout again ya, 38po? 
It seems like we have been a time didn't I out together le:(
Miss the time we spend together and shop together at kl:) 

Monday 1 July 2013

my grandma :)

i think i never blog about my grandma before.
my grandma or i usually call her as mama.
she is a brave and sweet lady.
she never say no whenever you need her help.
i still remember when i am a kid, she used to hold my hand and carried my school bag for me.
she used to walk out with me to wait for my school bus.
she offered her help to carry my heavy school bag even though she was tired.
she never say NO whenever she can help.
but when time pass.
wrinkles start to appear on her face.
her back start to hunch.
her appetite is not as good as before.
last time, when i hold her hand i can felt the fleshy and warm hand.
but i dont know since when her hand is becoming skinnier and skinnier.
when i hold her hand recently, i can felt her bone :(
she was so brave and strong when she is admitted in the hospital.
she even recognize me.
she used to tell me to drive slowly and not to back often to visit her.
she told me she scare i will skip my class.
when she is in ICU, she is so weak until she barely speak.
yet she still tell me she is fine.
tears rolling when i saw her lying on the bed with weak body.
then she is transferred to HDU. 
i am so lucky to have my day with my grandma at hospital.
i promised my grandma to overnight at there and accompany her.
i was late for 15mins and i'm so sorry to make my grandma worried.
she thought i am lost or being kidnapped. :')
nurse told me that my grandma has been calling my name for several times :(
sorry for making you so worried :/
then she is transferred to normal ward.
i thought you are in recovering process.
but NO, you mentioned that you wanted to go home.
and you said that even if you wanted to leave us you will leaved us at home :(
then you are finally home.
but you are weaken than before.
oxygen supplier is a need for you cause you barely breath.
when i step into your room, tears start to roll down.
but i hold my tears and call you several times.
slowly you open your eyes and smile with a weak smile.
i say you will be fine and dont worry.
you just smile:')
the next day, i still manage to make a cup of milk for you.
you say you wanted to take the medicine.
i thought you will be okay.
but time pass.
you left us at 3.45pm :'(
now, is almost 2 weeks you left us.
but memories of you are still fresh in my mind.
#imissyou#grandma
i hope you are enjoying yourself at another world and remember to take good care of yourself.
i will take good care of myself here.
so, dont worry about me:)
#iloveyou#memories#

:(
Photo: 我们想念嬷嬷。
you will forever important in my heart, my lovely grandma:')

Photo: Thanks grandma for the lesson you had teach me throughout the life. I will remember what you taught me previously and I will never forget you will always be my side whenever I ask for your help. You are such a great grandma and please take good care of yourself at another world. I miss and love you. Rest in peace, lovely grandma.
iloveyou <3

Sunday 12 May 2013

it has been a month. :/

hey there!
haha.
i dont know whether people are still reading my blog.
since i abandon it for so long.
it has been a month since i break up with him.
well.
it's not easy to pass through these days.
the hardest days is break up during final exam!
it seriously hurts a lot as i seriously put a lot of effort in this relationship.
friends around me, they noticed my changes.
but HE never noticed it.
i change from not going out with boyf to going out with HIM even though still not so frequent.
i change from not finding my boyf first to find HIM and wait for him to finish his labwork.
i change from not talking so much about my boyf to frequently talk about HIM with my friends.
i change from not texting my boyf first to texting HIM first sometimes.
i change from not requesting a recover for a r'ship to texting HIM and request to save back the r'ship.
i change from not crying for a guy to crying for HIM so much.
i change from not being a understanding girl to a understanding girlf to HIM.
i change alot because of him.
i know i aint a good girlf for my past r'ship.
but i tried to change a lot for him.
and he didnt realize it.
do you thought i am so strong?
i'm just pretending all the way!
i'm just pretending strong in front of my friends.
i still laugh. i still smile.
yet i feel hurt when i view back the text he send to me.
am i not that good till you feel that this r'ship is a burden for you?
i didnt request anything from you.
i just need you to understand me.
and you never told me about your problems even though i asked you.
and you told me you need time to trust me.
am i look like not trustable to you?
perhaps ya.
and i understand that. i didnt forced you to tell me too.
you said i didnt treat you like a boyf.
well, izit that important to tell the whole world that we are in a relationship?
i thought you said you dont mind about these when we were together at first.
i never deny when my friends ask me.
i admit that you are my boyf when my friends ask me.
still it is not enough for you.
i apologized for that and still you dont want to give us another chance.
you are giving up so easily when you faced problems.
i feel dissapointed but well, maybe you deserved a better girlf.
i hate myself for still thinking of you!
however, i promise myself to forget you as soon as possible.
it seems that i'm the only one who feel sad and cried for the r'ship.
it seems like doesnt matter for you.
i understood and i know is time for me to give up.
yes!
i will give up..
i know i will meet someone who is much better in the future:)
i know i can..
:)

Thursday 11 April 2013

finally!

OHYES!
finally, interaction camp was over.
honestly, i feel "berat hati" when the camp was officially end.
we plan and prepared so well for few months.
but happy times will forever pass very fast.
our 2 days 1 night camp just pass like that.
i was overjoyed with the participants respond even though we cant manage to get 40 participants
yet, i can proudly said that the camp was SUCCESSFUL!
i enjoy myself throughout the camp especially with the extreme activities!
first time ever i went for caving and waterfall abseiling.
was a wonderful experience!
and i get to know many little brothers. HAHA
all those participants are little boys.
they are just too cute for me.
they call me "mum" throughout the camp cause they say i take care so well on them
haha:D
so proud of it.
somemore they say they didnt feel regret for joining the camp.
it seriously melt my heart when i received good respond from the participants.
we seriously laugh and enjoy alot throughout the camp.
i would like to say that i dont feel regret for organizing the camp even though we faced alot of challenges at first.
broga hill camp!
i will never forget about it.
the happiness, the laughter, the hiking time that i went through with the participants.
thanks so much for the committees group!:)
well done for us! *claps hand*
hees.
thanks for the participants(guang liang) that help me alot during caving :)
thanks for (jia rong and wilson) that wait and lend a hand for me during hiking.
without them, i think i hardly climb up the hill.
HAHA
never forget about the instructors of broga hill camp
THUMBS UP for you guys.
last but not least, thanks for joining our camp.
love you guys so much!
mwahhh.
you guys rocks my uni life!
i hope you guys seriously enjoy throughout the camp <3
below are some of the photos we snap during camp:)
p/s: wilson say he will rate me 9 out 10 for my marks XD
he say he minus 1 marks cause i mumble them too much :P
it was tiring yet enjoyable.
*at peak of broga hill*

with my "sons"  who act giyomi at midvalley. xD

the pretty girls i met during camp :)

us during camp fire X)

BBQ time :D

girls ;)

with my sis where most of the participants say i look more like elder sis(as i expected) :/

tiring face at broga hill! :)

beautiful scenery. love this photo so much <3

my pretty vivi x)

wilson, me, ying hui(sorry for using so long time to memorize your name), jia rong :)

group photo with instructors! ;)

thanks jia rong for helping me so much during hiking :P
p/s: we wore almost the same tee! XD 

tadaaa:)

us, the committees!:)

my "sons" X)
(eric, vincent, jeffrey, wilson) 

pretty lvze :)

after caving and waterfall abseiling :D

midvalley!

with the instructors ;)
crazy us:)


with one of my cute little son, wilson ;)
wanna see more photos? 
enjoy:)